I Need to WAKE UP!

Okay so I'm not doing so well when it come to getting up in the mornings...I seriously need to start going to bed BEFORE 3am. I guess that's the life of a teenager though, late nights, and school work. Busy, busy, busy! I'm going to finish my chapter tonight and do my honors course work tomorrow, then I'll only be one week behind, if I wouldn't have finished it this week I would have been two weeks behind. I'm on my 7th glass of water! :) One more and I will have had all recomended 8! And wow school seems like it's comming up so fast!! A few more weeks and I'll be back in my uniform with my books waiting on the bus. Well I should go I've got loads to get done!

Great Day!!

Haha had an awsome day today! Went swimming for like two hours! Loads of fun! According to sparkteens I burned over 500 calories for it! Anyways we went to a lady's house from church. She is the sweetest thing! She saw me crying in church Sunday night(see 'My Weekend' post) and invited me to swim at her house one day, and said I could invite someone. So last night I baked her a cake ^^.
I invited my friend C and Mrs. D, the youth pastors wife. The youth pastor recently got married and we all love Mrs. D! She is so cool! So C pick up me and Mrs. D and we all went over there swam and had a great time! Got a little sun though :/. The lady, Mrs. B.T. fixed us lunch. Turkey sandwiches, I was too nice to take the turkey off, afraid of hurting her feelings or something, so I ate the turkey. Then she cut the cake, everyone said it was good! Yay! I just love cooking! So much!!! Well cake is baking but whatever :P lol So this is my day so far! :)

My Weekend :)

Saturday~ Awsome day! Went to the beach with my friend, (we'll call her Mae) and did some shopping with her too because she's re-doing her room and also we painted her room too! Sounds like a busy day huh? I feel like I didn't help witht the painting much, but it was still nice to finally get out of the house with a good friend. Then I watched King Kong at her house with her family, she was still painting though(btw her brother is my bf) I helped again when she was basically done, and went back to watching the movie and hanging out my my bf. Mae went to bed, she doesn't stay up very late.

Today~ Today was cool too :) After church this morning, I went back to my friend/bf's house. Mae went to a birthday party so I hung out with my bf, we watched Predator and it was actually pretty good. I though it was going to be lame, stupid, and cheezy. But it was good :) The service tonight really touched me, I cried ALOT during the service. I hate, it I never cry in public! It was funny though, because one night I was praying/talking to God and I told him that I thought I needed to see a christain counclor. Well tonight felt like I was being counceled, and I just kept crying, I don't even know why. God did reveal t me why I do some of the things that I do., I still need his help to fin the very bottom root cause to way I am the way I am. Besides that there was a beautiful missionary family with our church this morning and evening. They had the most adorible baby I've ever seen, EVER!! SO CUTE!!! The couple is Jeffrey and Alyssa Clifford with their little girl Adel Rose(Adel might be spelled wrong >.<), currently on deputation, missionaries to Namibia, Africa ) They were lovely!

Anyways to conclude~ Seeing as it is after three I really hope I can get up at seven tomorrow. Also I really hope I can be sucessful in my detox. I am going to do it until my birthday! That means 27 days w/out eating. Ugh wish me luck!